Greetings, world! This post revolves around the July topic of Absolute Write’s Watercooler blog chain: Independence and Slavery. Firstly, the participants of this chain are mentioned:
Drum roll, please:
Participants and posts:
orion_mk3 – http://nonexistentbooks.wordpress.com (link to this month’s post)
knotanes – http://knotane.wordpress.com/ (link to this month’s post)
meowzbark – http://erlessard.wordpress.com/ (link to this month’s post)
Ralph Pines – http://ralfast.wordpress.com/ (link to this month’s post)
randi.lee – http://emotionalnovel.blogspot.com/ (link to this month’s post)
writingismypassion – http://charityfaye.blogspot.com/ (link to this month’s post)
pyrosama – http://matrix-hole.blogspot.com/ (link to this month’s post)
bmadsen – https://hospitaloflife.wordpress.com/ (link to this month’s post)
dclary – http://davidwclary.com (link to this month’s post)
Poppy – http://poet-slash-writer.blogspot.com/ (link to this month’s post)
areteus – http://lurkingmusings.wordpress.com/ (link to this month’s post)
Sweetwheat – http://gomezkarla.blogspot.com/ (link to this month’s post)
ThorHuman – http://knikriverstatic.com/ (link to this month’s post)
Tex_Maam – http://tex-maam.blogspot.com/ (link to this month’s post)
MelodySRV – http://createamelody.com/ (link to this month’s post)
My creative independence slaves me:
It was a Saturday afternoon, the wind had suddenly chilled to the point of discomfort and the clouds had flooded the skies. The sun was only visible as insistent rays piercing through the thick gray tumults. Evergrey echoed in my headphones. And my manuscript was right in front of me, challenging me to change it.
This was the seventh—or eighth, not really sure—revision and still I couldn’t seem to break from the original idea, even though I didn’t like it. And worst of all, it really caught my eye to see that, though I could come up with anything I wanted regarding the characters of this novel, I couldn’t break free from the original idea.
As I analyzed every line of my manuscript I realized that it was that very same initial creativity that held me back. I created characters, gave them lives, names, problems and fears, they spoke back to me, asking for a change, telling me they didn’t agree with the grainy beard, the pokey eyes or the soft hands. The novel moved on, they moved on, growing up, becoming defined as individuals in a world I had created.
Slight fear had overtaken me. Had I gotten to a point in which they ruled what was to happen and not me? If that were so, how would I know how the novel would head?
I wanted to change them. I wanted to impose my point of view and not theirs. It didn’t work. Now I must work with them in order to see if we can come up with an agreed ending, a defined rhythm, heck, even the color of the house they live in. It seems as though I’m a slave to my own creativity.
I got to admit, I like it, though it sometimes frustrates me. Perhaps this post was just a creative rant, a moment of weakness in a usually steady flow of creativity, but it felt from the skies at the right time to let out my frustrations.
I will work with them. But not right at this moment, I’ve just gotten an emergency call. One of our machines is needed in the hospital.
Slave to the work. Been there done that. 😀
Ironically, writing is my work away from work, what keeps me sane!
So in creating independent characters you become enslaved to them after a fashion, forced to provide them with a context and a life even as they argue with you over basic facets of themselves? Interesting!
Indeed! It becomes a tug of war of sorts. I’m loving it and hating it at the same time!
I’ve heard this before, that characters, the good kind, really do have a life of their own. I like this post, as it captures this idea very well.
Thanks! I have tried to work with them, I’ll see what they decide for me in the long run.
I think the moment my characters start to speak to me, I will finally get pinned down and enslaved. I much need this so I will actually finish what I started!
I am now talking to my characters, but alas, they do not speak back! 😦
I feel you. This being the eighth revision, just now they begin speaking to me. There was much forced conversation prior to this. Keep it up!
Oh, man – I was so with you, right up until you had to drop everything to save the day. (I got a job, but it’s nowhere near that heroic!) I think that’s the real crux of this whole writing gig: everybody’s gotta deal with wage-slavery, but then you come home and you still have brain-slavery to contend with, cuz those dang fictional folks just won’t leave you alone!
Well, I was so there, until I had to drop everything to save the day. It happens.
I agree with Diane–as soon as a character comes to life I’m completely enslaved by them. Very nicely written, extremely creative and kept me gripped the entire time. Nicely done!
Thanks!! 😀 Good to know I’m not alone
Whip those characters, like I do! Let em know who’s boss!
I can see what your method is! I think I’ll try to use a bit of dictatorship! 🙂
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That’s my writing process. I am definitely controlled by the characters. But it’s fun!
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